19 April, 2009

Disappear

Such an appropriate song for tonight:

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I am definitely having one of those get in the car and beat the night and wind up somewhere new, chasing the sunrise kind of days. Sometimes the feeling is good and I feel God calling me to something else, other times it's restlessness or (at the moment) severe dissatisfaction with where I am. And in the absence of not being able to identify a simple resolution I long to flee.


I am a country girl at heart, who loves the open air, of spreading my arms wide and feeling the sunlight on my face, of having nothing but quiet and simplicity around me.


On nights like this I want to snuggle close to another and let their heartbeat lull my to sleep and find strength in their arms. So I retreat into You and hopefully You come through during this time when all I want to do is runaway.

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