Amanda Lunday

The answer was no!

I'm heartbroken and sad.

I just want to cry, but I don't have the energy.

I hate this place, hate that I can't get excited for anything, and don't really have the energy to do what I most want to.


Its feels like I am being so dedicated and persistent and I can't get an inch here. I don't know what else to do, but I know I'm miserable and life isn't suppose to be like this.

How can you consider it all joy when it feels as though you're being covered in monkey poo?

just a thought!