14 September, 2004

"Scattered words and empty thoughts seem to pour from my heart. I've never felt so torn before seems I don't know where to start. But it's now that I feel Your grace falls like rain from every fingertip, washing away my pain.

I still believe in Your faithfulness. I still believe in Your truth. I still believe in Your holy word even when I don't see, I still believe.

Though the questions still fog up my mind with promises I still seem to bear. Even when answers slowly unwind, it's my heart I see You prepare. But its now that I feel Your grace fall like rain from every finger tip, washing away my pain.

I still believe in Your faithfulness. I still believe in Your truth. I still believe in Your holy word even when I don't see, I still believe.

Well The only place I can go is into your arms where I throw to you my feeble prayers. Well in brokeness I can see that this was your will for me; help me to know that you are near.

I still believe in Your faithfulness. I still believe in Your truth. I still believe in Your holy word. Even when I don't see, I still believe."

Jeremy Camp

I wish I could articulate how things are right now and why things are just this way, but I can't. I don't even know what's wrong - there are so many things I should be blessed for; awesome friends, the chance to be at a great school, a family that loves me and is always there... Yet there is something inside me saying, "There's more." I want to dance with my Abba in fields of grace, instead of being stuck under this weight I cannot seem to bear...

This too shall pass...

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