02 November, 2003

Wow, what a night! I had to take my cousin to the airport, very sad! I miss her when she is away and yet never feel like I see her enough when she is here! I want so much for her to be happy, and it hurts becuase I feel like there is so much going on that I cannot fix.
Wow, I've come to realize that we can find problems no matter where we are, or who we are with. We always think that if we could just get that one thing then we'd be happy, neglecting to realize that God has given us all and we need to be happy, content and full in that until He chooses to bless us with something different. Now believe me, there is a lot that I would like out of this world, but I've come to realize, and do more so daily, that this world can never satisfy, all it can do is temporally sustain us until our Father comes and we can be with Him in Heaven.
Anyway, I am sitting here with Meggie and she told me to do this, so I am! Random and silly are the words here and I am both! It is late and I want to see if this works, but I leave you with a quote from Desmond Morris. "We never stop investigating. We are never satisfied that we know enough to get by. Every question we answer leads on to another question. This has become the greatest survival of our species."
© Amanda Lunday